you make me so mad....

Our property management dude makes me feel like a little kid that always complains. Every time you talk to him he does this fast talk to where you feel for a few seconds that something has been accomplished and then he says bye. So you leave only to find out 30 seconds later that nothing was accomplished at all. So then you get all angry and plan and plot what you'll tell him next time. You build up your courage but then that courage to tell him to "Shut the fuck up and listen" disappears to the back of your head. I called the P.M dude to ask him about our furnace. Apparently, they have 1,000 water heaters and furnaces to fix and they dispatch repairmen within certain area codes. I guess in our area code it takes a week or more to give a damn that people are freezing.

When I confronted Mr. Jackass and asked him why they don't tell us their policies in the first place and how they work he says "I've told you we assign repairmen" Um yeah....but you didn't tell me you assign according to zip codes....what the hell.

I could tell he was getting mad at me. And he put me on hold for a few minutes. When he came back he said he called the furnace guy and that guy should be contacting me soon. I could tell he was trying to rush me off the phone. I kept telling him that the communication with him and the maintenance guys suck and that we are just trying to keep the property in good condition.

Once I got off the phone my blood was boiling. Nobody puts Baby in a corner. So when Zac asked me a question the floodgates opened and I started crying.

I was so upset feeling like nothing was accomplished again. I was tired from work. I was stressed from work. And I guess my emotions just shut down during the day until I'm able to let go. And this point was when Zac asked me if it was ok for Dan to come over. Either the timing was just wrong or the mention of Dan's name just makes me cry. I am feeling a bit weepy right now.