it's called life

I've been fighting with myself on how to write this blog. I figure no one really reads this so I should just write whatever the hell I want.

Just like other people I'm addicted to Facebook. I like following along with updates and finding out what people are doing, or going, or thinking about. Sometimes I'm overly annoyed and want to write out long winded responses to some posts and updates. Sometimes I want to tell people to shut up and get over it. Sometimes I cry when I read certain posts. Sometimes I see pictures that are so uplifting that I am amazed at how wonderful life can be.

More and more I'm annoyed by God. I'm annoyed that people seem to think that God controls their lives. I have to respect other peoples beliefs in God/religion if I expect others to respect my beliefs. I feel conflicted when I read "God is Good" when things are joyous and wonderful and then when life takes a shit I read "Why is God being so cruel to me?" I understand that feeling when nothing seems to go right. When every little thing you do seems to be wrong. But it's called life. Life gives and life takes away. There isn't any certainty to anything and no one is owed anything. You are in charge of your body, mind and soul and you are the person that decides how much you need God to be in your life. If you are asking yourself why God is so cruel to you then perhaps you don't understand what faith is or you don't understand what exactly you believe in. Losing someone or something can really test these feelings and beliefs. I had one friend that recently lost her father to diabetes. On her facebook she simply wrote that she will miss her father and will one day see him again in heaven. She is quite religious and she has not asked God why her father was taken away nor has she blamed God, on facebook at least. I have another friend that buried her twin daughters today. The girls were only a week old and were delivered 4 months early. Through the whole process my friend and her husband kept everyone updated on facebook since they currently live in Georgia and are far away from family here in Tucson. A few posts asked for God to help the girls fight for life and when they died they simply thanked God for having the chance to meet their girls. Not once did they ask why God did this to them. Not once did they post why God was so cruel to them.

I guess this is so hard to write because who am I to tell you what to write on your facebook, blog or tweet. But when everyday it's "Today is hard, why is God doing this to me?" or something along those lines it just irks me. Is it a pity party you are after? Does it make you feel better to see 10 responses of people saying "God has a plan for you"? Are you seriously looking for an answer? Will you find your answer on facebook?

I don't know.

Highrollers

Today was our company luncheon at Skyline Country Club. We were somewhere in that building in the picture. It's pretty sweet there and it was quite a treat to have lunch there. We were released from work around 11:30 and we headed over to the country club. Lunch was awesome with a choice of steak or chicken and for dessert we had creme brulee...my favorite (behind cheesecake and german chocolate cake)!

Our president gave a quick speech and he told us the good news that we made money this year!!!! Woo hoo! After a few rounds of layoffs and a system conversion it was pretty worrisome that we might be the next company to go. Hopefully the new year will bring us more good news. Old ladies still need their polyester pants and supportive walking shoes!

At the end of lunch we were given a Christmas card from the company with a Walmart gift card! How cool is that! Yeah Walmart may not be the store of choice for many people but Walmart really does have pretty much anything so whether you need groceries or glasses this card could really help.

I'm incredibly thankful for my job, even though this past year really sucked at times and we lost a lot of good people, I can't help but love my coworkers and management. When your own VP makes you brownies you feel special!

Daisy girl gets a bed

It's hard to get a good picture of a dog that won't pose for you! Daisy received her Christmas present early this year. Since she doesn't have a Bishop to cuddle with she has been trying to climb into our bed every night. It didn't take her very long to convince her this was hers and right now she's snoring away.

Sur Real

My payment for emailing a website back about a spelling error was dinner on the house for me and a guest. Of course I took Zac!

We had reservations for 5:30 on Saturday afternoon at Sur Real and not knowing how casual it is we dressed up in our grown up clothes. Once at the restaurant we were promptly seated by the window, in fact our window was the one below the S. We had a wonderful view of the city lights.

For an appetizer we ordered the Hot Stone. It was very cool to get a large plate with a rock sizzling at 500 degrees. We were given another little plate that had a few pieces of thinly cut meat that we could cook on the rock. I think Zac had fun with that! For our entrees I ordered the chimichurri steak and Zac ordered the Latin American sampler and for dessert we ordered the creme brulee flan.

We had a lot of fun ordering and were very surprised at the end of the meal when the manager told our waiter that our meal was on the house. After we left the tip we asked our waiter if we could meet the manager. The manager is quite young and he was really cool.

I highly recommend going here if you are looking for something different. They also do late night stuff like dj night and salsa night. The manager also happens to be VP of small chain of restaurants here in town. I've only been to 2 out of 3 but so far I'd have to say Sam Hughes Place Championship Dining has to be my favorite and yes that was also a free meal thanks to a vendor lunch.

My first succulent

I buy plants at the grocery store when they are around 2 or 3 bucks.

The other day we went to Trader Joe's and I grabbed the pink holiday cactus or as the pick calls it schlumbergera "Cyber dancer". It's blooming even more now and there are still a ton more to open up.

The other little plant is holding on. It's a trooper.

Daisy likes Snuggies too!

the latest thing

I'm obsessed with these right now. I really want them but maybe I'm not cool kid enough....but I really want them.

Of course I want them along with the Coach purse, a watch, tons of new clothes and for some odd reason a necklace. I haven't worn a necklace in forever. oh and world peace.